It's an uphill battle
It's been a difficult year outside my personal life, and i guess in many ways, today it culminated in what i shall refer to as 'the disaster'. It really shook my faith and my belief in the system and in people. I can deal with my own disappointment, but what pains me so immensely is the dejection of pupils. They don't deserve to be disappointed this way after all that has been communicated. What is this place becoming? Everyday my heart gets pierced again and again.

But no i'm not breaking, if that's what you're wishing for. I told some people i still have that dream. You can remove that mountain, but i'm gonna climb the next and i'm gonna make it move. (nb: i'm not a fan of miley cyrus at all, but 'The Climb' just articulates exactly how i feel now)

I'll keep pushing on. I will make sure i will fulfill my dream. Somehow, somewhere, someday.

God, not man, is the head. I just have to keep reminding myself of this. God is the head.